tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-172669232009-02-21T08:08:19.587-08:00Anonymous in DCnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17266923.post-1128006532889943782005-09-29T11:07:00.000-07:002005-09-29T08:08:52.896-07:00To begin, I am a 38-year-old married man. I work in downtown Washington DC, I live with my family in the suburbs.I am broken. Apparently, I suffer tremendously from a passive-aggressive disorder, and I am loved by no one in this world and my wife is on the verge of giving up on me.<br /><br />In truth, I've never had a relationship that has worked out, and that goes for personal/sexual relationships as well as work relationships. So I was deep in my pity-party today and decided to start this blog. For one thing, I keep telling myself -- <em>I can't be wrong all the time</em>. It can't be my fault every single time. There has to be an end to my misery, a depth to this ocean. And, let's face it, writing anonymously in this blog is extremely theraputic.<br /><br />There is just no one in the world that I am comfortable telling everything to. Certainly not my wife. For all the supportive things she says to me, it's her actions that count. Every time I try to defend myself, she replies with tenfold reasons why I'm an utter asshole. Still, I have to find the strength to carry on every day.<br /><br />And so, welcome voyeurs. I've enjoyed reading about other people's lives, and I hope you'll enjoy reading about mine.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17266923-112800653288994378?l=marriedanddefeated.blogspot.com'/></div>Anonymous in DCnoreply@blogger.com2